Friday, November 28, 2008

Worse than you could imagine.

Today is proof that if I died today no one would even care. No one would remember me, or be worried about it. It would affect no one. I have been hurt lately like you wouldn't believe. A bullet through my head would feel a lot better than what I am feeling right now. I don't even think I could begin to you how I feel. Today was such a terrible day. I can't even believe it. I feel like I was missing something...I don't know what to think. All i know is that I really don't want to go on...
ugh I can't think right now I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. You won't even notice...

1 comment:

M said...

ummm I would notice.

And I called to say happy birthday since my dads internet sucks ass.

Figured you would like a call more than a message or something anyway.

Anyway, I'll see you in like an hour!