Sunday, December 28, 2008

I keep telling myself I'm not the desperate type

Maybe its just me. That wouldn't be hard to believe. The days aren't easy anymore. I should have known this wasn't real. You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe. I know I've got to get away for "the world is not yours for the taking". It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth how did I get here, what did I do? Your eyes tell me lies but they make me find myself. Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain and no matter where I go its always pouring all the same and I was crying alone tonight and I was wasting all of my time thinking about you. Makes me wish I was never brought into this place. And its days like these when all you can do is write and try to get it all out, but it never seems to work as much as used too.
I'll add more later.

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